Sometimes I just don’t understand myself

I have been procrastinating and procrastinating and procrastinating. Right this moment, I am procrastinating. I am trying to sit down and work on this stupid blog project for my class…and I just can’t concentrate. I can’t think.

I hate school.

But  I want to spend the rest of my life in school? I am so confused. I KNOW that this semester’s grades are imperative to my scholarship being renewed…why then am I procrastinating? Why then am I putting the minimal effort into my studies? Please…please help me find the motivation to get something, everything, done!